6/12/23
This is a very difficult question, or rather, a very long answer to it, because I tried a lot of things. I studied in honey, studied at a vocational school as a bricklayer, as a tiler (I was expelled from vocational school two months later).
Yes, yes :) Then I finished 11 classes, entered somewhere else, and then I thought: “Well, where will I go.” Moreover, both at school and my parents told me "you will not achieve anything." In general, they wanted me to become a musician, and I went to enter a music college, but I deliberately sabotaged the dictation (approx. ed - solfeggio). I hated music at that moment. After - somehow I walked past the art college and thought: "Let me come in - I'll do it." Went in - got in. Then I was 18 years old. I entered and at 26 graduated from the Belarusian State Academy. At that moment there was no turning back. I fell in love, I realized that this is who I want to be, what I want to do. After the academy, I immediately came here (ed. note - to St. Petersburg) and began to make art. But the search for myself as an artist, the understanding of what I want to do, came later. The academy's problem is that they teach very well how to work (techne), how to sculpt, how to draw, how to write, but they don't teach how to be an artist. Moreover, they also greatly kill self-esteem, saying: “Here, look at the classics, and who are you.”
I have always participated in exhibitions, curated a lot, organized it myself, but there were always many orders, there was not enough time for art. Covid has done its job! Our main customers were museums, galleries (souvenir), bars, restaurants (dishes) - all this turned out to be closed. There is no work to do. It's boring, I had to do what I wanted to do for a long time. Somehow it went like this, and after that I didn’t want to return to orders.
I got love! I was at an art symposium and there I met Katerina (ed. note - Katerina Alimova, artist), my ex-wife. And love blossomed.
Yes. I am Belarusian in the first and last generation. Nationality is mostly a cultural code that you have. My parents consider themselves Russian, they generally came from the north of Russia. And I was born in Belarus, absorbed the local cultural code. I basically consider myself not a local (in St. Petersburg - ed.), I do not consider myself Russian. I am very interested in East Slavic themes because in the north they are somehow not so brightly Slavic. I am unlikely to return to Belarus, unless the president is replaced there. I don't know when this will happen. And now, even if I ever have heirs, they will be Russian again.
Yes, yes, remember. And it is impossible not to return to it, because it is a powerful cultural code. I grew up, lived in this country until the age of 26 - nothing can erase this.
The question is difficult. In general, to be an artist is to reflect, and to be relevant is to work in relevant media, with topical issues, and so on. But, it seems to me, one should not strive to be an actual artist.